Wednesday, March 31, 2004
You have this friend since elementary and after college the both of you never talk to each other or call each other anymore. But she is someone really special to you, and you're someone very special to her too..
Monday, March 29, 2004
okay. today when i woke up hor. i got a funny dream.
Sunday, March 28, 2004
Jenny was so happy about the house they had found.
Saturday, March 27, 2004
mhmmm. today. my legs are aching like mad.
Friday, March 26, 2004
so im blogging again after such a long time.
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
no time to blog.
Sunday, March 21, 2004
okay pple. no time to blog.
Saturday, March 20, 2004
okay.
Friday, March 19, 2004
*yawns*
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
All the things she said
oaky, ill blog abt yesterday. haha
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
i scribbled your name in the sky,
Saturday, March 13, 2004
if i could have anything in this world, i'd only want one thing.
Monday, March 08, 2004
okay, right now im feeling so hyped.
Sunday, March 07, 2004
Never thought I would miss you
Saturday, March 06, 2004
i dont think you will
Friday, March 05, 2004
its a damn cold night,
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
the first time we met i could see,
5 years later you receive a phone call from her...
"Hi Michelle, I'll visit you" she says
"Hi Leah, when?" you ask her
"Just wait for me" she replies....
It seems weird but you prepared for her coming anyways. One rainy night you hear a knock on the door. And you're surprised to see that it's your friend Leah. Losing touch for 5 years. its been a long time, so the both of you talk about everything... The both of you go to your room upstairs. Suddenly there's a black-out. So the 2 of you talk in candle light. Then the phone rings...
"I'll just get the phone downstairs" you say, since there's no phone upstairs.
"No, don't get it, we're in the middle of our girl talk" she says
"It might be important," you say
"Okay if you say so, but promise me you'll be back.." she says
So you promised her a million times that you'll be back. Then you run downstairs to answer the phone...
"Hello," you say
"Hi, Is this Michelle?" the person on the other line asks
"Yeah," you answer, wondering who is it.
"I called on behalf of Leah's family, they had a tragic accident and her parents are in the hospital right now..." He continues.
"And leah?" you ask, forgetting that leah's upstairs..
"She died.." he says, then he hangs up. You slowly put the phone down and
look at the long stairs...
would you go back? as you promised?
etched at 4:51 PM
veh complicating la. dun wanna say.
its about me dreaming and then in that dream, got another dream inside. lol
i say oso, you prolly wont geddit.
anyway. today damn fun. lol
waste alot of time.
stoopid ellen woo say roll off at dunno wat time.
den end up, its later by a few hours. lol.
then all the bowlers go superbowl and bowl.
sji overall second..
but still got tmr's stuff. yupp.
den on the way home shuang ar. lol.
we wanted to walk to mrt station de.
budden on the way there hor, we saw the bus.
so we ran for it. lol.
den reach the station liao hor. we saw the train dere.
then we slowly walk there..
then the train doors closing. den we all heck care, turn around, and sit down. lol
this is the first time i dont mind missing the train sia. got so much time to kill.
den the next train lai, we still lie arnd the train station seats down there.
den when the train departing, den we get on. lol.
got off at somerset. take 190 go back to schl.
stoopid afternoon lessons la. if i was stupider a bit hor, can go home straight for victors.
wasted la.
reach schl, then we realised no one in classroom.
they all in lt1 watching "movie". lol
then had maths after schl.
aiya, then go home liao.
no fun le. haha.
kk, time to go do my other stuffs.
ciaos.
peace out`
etched at 8:02 PM
For once in her life it was on the right side of town.
She unpacked her things with such great ease.
As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze.
How wonderful it was to have her own room.
School would be starting; she'd have friends over soon.
There'd be sleep-overs, and parties; she was so happy
It's just the way she wanted her life to be.
On the first day of school, everything went great.
She made new friends and even got a date!
She thought, "I want to be popular and I'm going to be,
Because I just got a date with the star of the team!"
To be known in this school you had to have a clout,
And dating this guy would sure help her out.
There was only one problem stopping her fate.
Her parents had said she was too young to date.
"Well, I just won't tell them the entire truth.
They won't know the difference; what's there to lose?"
Jenny asked to stay with her friends that night.
Her parents frowned but said, "All right."
Excited, she got ready for the big event
But as she rushed around like she had no sense,
She began to feel guilty about all the lies,
But what's a pizza, a party, and a moonlight ride?
Well the pizza was good, and the party was great,
But the moonlight ride would have to wait.
For Jeff was half drunk by this time.
She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble,
And heard, call an ambulance!
These kids are in trouble!
Voices she heard...a few words at best.
But she knew there were two cars involved in the wreck.
Then wondered to herself if Jeff was all right,
And if the people in the other car was alive.
She awoke in the hospital to faces so sad.
"You've been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad."
These voices echoed inside her head,
As they gently told her that Jeff was dead.
They said "Jenny, we've done all we can do.
But it looks as if we'll lose you too."
"But the people in the other car!? "Jenny cried.
"We're sorry, Jenny, they also died."
Jenny prayed, "God, forgive me for what I've done
I only wanted to have just one night of fun."
"Tell those people's family, I've made their lives dim,
And wish I could return their families to them."
"Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied,
And that it's my fault so many have died.
Oh, nurse, won't you please tell them that for me?"
The nurse just stood there-she never agreed.
But took Jenny's hand with tears in her eyes.
And a few moments later Jenny died.
A man asked the nurse,
"Why didn't you do your best?
To bid that girl her one last request?"
She looked at the man with eyes so sad.
"Because the people in the other car
were her mom and dad."
etched at 10:11 PM
thx to yesterday's triple jump. fackfackfack. ow.
cant even walk properly. hurmpf.
o wells. went out today. =D
went bowling with chum and kien fatt. hurhur.
met chum at j8. den had lunch at long john's.
den we met sean a bit late. lol.
i think we were like 20 mins late or smth.
had to walk so far in to get into the placee. blech.
then i bowl oso bowl like crap. lol.
forgot how to bowl with house ball le.
den the third game hor. we all decided to juz screw up and have fun. lol
den i crank all the way. wahahaha.
the ball fly so far out, then rush back in sia.
from almost going into right gutter, end up at the left gutter.
so farnie. haha,
haiya, i didnt even do any work today. hurmpf.
must wake up early tmr. do finish hw.
den later on got tuition. sianz ar.
im feeling so tired. heh. but i dont feel like going to sleep.
but i hafta get off the comp anyway.
mom wants me to quit using it. heh.
guess i hafta say bb now.
bb.
the greatest distance isnt heaven and hell;
its when youre right before me and i cant say i love you.
etched at 11:24 PM
haha. been busy. sleeping late, getting up early. blechh.
been piled with hw and had to study for so many tests.
o well. atleast its the weekend now. *grinxx*
okay. so today. got 2 tests. supposed to be 3. but dno how come.
maths teacher said got maths test this week. in the end nvr give..
so today had chi and chem test. both quite easy lar.
chinese i knew all the zao ju coming out. lolx. =p
so was quite alright.
and chem was chicken la. juz pay attn during lesson can do all le.
den after that gotta go for triple jump heats and stuff.
boooo. iwanted to watch lotr: the two towers. sigh.
the beural was screening it. aiks. wasted la.
anyway. heats was shiet la.
supposed to be yesterday. but it rained. so was postponed to today.
i thought i could miss it. went for bowling competition thingy yesterday.
end up didnt. booo. then screw up everything. gotta cancel tuition and all that.
lol, then i was like msging my teacher telling her that i cant go for tuition during recess.
then the phucking prefect came in our classroom. i was like. omfg. help.
den i juz slipped it into my bag. damn scary sia. and i was like thinking at the back of my head.
if prefect come, im screwd. true enuff sia. lol. but managed to escape.
anyway. the heats. hahahh. stoopid sia.
my first time doing triple jump. so obviously screw up la.
and im doing it for the first time during a sports day event. lol. great timing.
i screwd up my first 2 jumps la. timing was off.
took off with left foot instead of right foot.
but my last one, i made it! hehe.
9.12m. not bad for my first time doing it la.
atleast i made it for the qualifying distance.
but only top 8 can qualify. i was tenth. hahaha. so sad.
but i didnt expect to qualify anyway. lol.
but after that i injured my left ankle, right knee and my back.
nvr land properly, nvr lift off properly. sianz.
but im happie with myself anyway. =D
kk, i think this post long enuff le. lol.
byeeee.
etched at 8:29 PM
another day perhaps.
lolz.
bb
etched at 9:48 PM
i gotta get up at 3 tmr morning to finish off hw.
thats: 2 jian bao. and 1 article reflection.
soo. no time for blogging.
toodles~
etched at 10:29 PM
today sucks.
i'd KILL myself if i had another day like this.
today is juz too much crap accumulated.
i guess everything bad got amplified since i got so pissed already.
if all the bad stuff happened on different days, it wouldnt be so bad.
hell, wtvr.
etched at 12:16 AM
woke up at 530 today. blech.
finished off bio and chem hw.
i cant believe im still feeling so sleepy. heh.
o wellz. later on gotta go for trng.
then after that go victor's for team bonding.
pathetic la. cant we juz phucking bowl at yishun.
idiot la. then i cant leave my ball in my locker.
gotta drag it along with me. phuckness.
gtg soon. since i take oneandahalf hours to get there. bleh.
ohoh. didnt mention this yet.
started doing this thousand piece puzzle at the start of the hols.
along with my cousins and auntie and mom. hahha.
juz completed it last night. =D
i fitted in the last piece too. hahah. so i guess i can say i completed it. xP
kk gtg. gotta go get ready already.
ciaos~
etched at 8:31 AM
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said.
This is not enough...
I'm in serious shit, I feel totally like lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you, has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?
I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free
Nobody else so we can be free
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
This is not enough
ya soshla s uma, ma
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
This is not enough
ya soshla s uma, ma
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said, she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind
Medi looking at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
This is not enough
ya soshla s uma, ma
This is not enough.......
All the things she said...........
etched at 11:15 PM
went to watch haunted mansion with my cousins!
went to catch the 230 show at je entertainment center.
that show is so kewl.
funny, exciting and a bit of adventure.
hahaha. megan is so brave. lol.
the mansion was so niceee.
beeeg and all. cept for the graveyard behind. hahahha/
anyway. after that went to delifrance for a bite. =) yummm.
went to the arcarde. messed arnd there. haha.
didnt really play. must save money. =D lol.
o yea. then my auntie so jialat.
she lost her wallet.
and some more she juz auctioned off a lot of stuff.
then wallet got a lot of bucks.
xim tia man...
got home, played some gunbound.
o ya. then after dinner i watched tv.
ahhhahahr. i havent really watched tv in like.. 2 months? lol.
o crap. i havent started on my hol hw yet.
whoooo. im so screwd. i cant psycho myself to do it.
i keep saying "theres still tmr".
ughhh. whats the matter with meeee. im disappointed with myself.
humpf..
o wellz. gtg now. got the phucking life science thingy. blech.
then after that got trng.. sigh.
right now im telling myself.
when i get home from trng, do chem hw.
but i'd bet when i come home from trng, ill go straight for the comp.
hahahah. kk, i gtg anyway. bbyeeeeee.
It's only been a week, but it's coming over me.
It's making me believe that you're the one for me.
etched at 8:19 AM
but the wind blew it away.
i etched your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
i carved your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.
etched at 7:56 AM
you.
etched at 8:32 PM
the song playing now is making my so hyped.
man. it keeps spinning in my head.
im going nuts over it.
ahahhah. love it man...
listened to it 73285791 times today already. xD
anywayanyway. today so sian lar. in schl
i almost fell asleep. hahaha.
and guess what?!
MY CHINESE BEAT MY ENGLISH MARKS.
HAHAHAHAHAH. im laughing my ass off man..
cant believe it. hahahah. im nuts today.
my english got a pathetic 58. lol.
im hopESLESs. poot.
o well. heck man. its only the first term.
o well. i got drenched on the way home
i was frozen on the bus mann...
my hands were so cold, they were numb.
those at schl, you know how cold my hands get lar.
freezing. *brrrrr*
maybe ill fall sick or smth. o well.
hope not. the hols are coming. *GRINX*
o well. i gtg now. getting up at 4 tmr.
do my idiotic geog and phy hw.
BYEEE.
I SAID, ARE YOU GONNA BE MY GIRL?
im nuts.
etched at 9:42 PM
Always had you in my heart
Took you for granted
Now I regret it
I love you
You know I will wait for you
But will you still remember me
After 4 years of misery
I thought I could forget you
Thought I could find someone better
But now I truly regret
Not appreciating you more than ever
I hoped memories could fade
Hoped they could get dimmer everyday
But they refused to leave
And they chose to stay
I love you more than ever
Absence does make the heart grow fonder
But that is no relief
I am still left alone with my dreams
Why did we have to part
This is not good for my heart
Nor for my studies
I miss you so much
I long for the day
When we meet again
That is the reason I am living
It's the main part of my being
-samantha chow
etched at 1:12 PM
ever fully understand
how youve touched my life
and made me who i am
i dont think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star
i dont think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do
youve allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind
i dont think you could ever feel
all the love i have to give
and im sure you'll never realize
youve been my will to live
you are an amazing person
and without you i dont know where id be
having you in my life
completes me..
the greatest thing one will ever learn
is just to love and be loved in return.
etched at 8:26 AM
and i'm trying to figure out this life.
day by day, time flies by so fast,
i reminisce the past.
we used to be so much closer,
so much happier.
here i hope to revive those moments,
by writing you this poem.
the happiness you bring to me,
is anything but ordinary.
i'm finding that you and you alone can break my fall,
and day by day, i miss you even more.
im trying to be perfect,
cuz i know ur worth it.
my love for you, always forever,
it wont stop, never ever.
without you, everything's in shades of grey,
its as if my world is about to fray.
i dream about you every minute of every hour of everyday,
i love you more than words can say.
you cant tell me, it's not worth fighting for,
you cant tell me, youre not worth dying for.
forgive me cuz i never learnt how to let go,
i need you darling, i love you so.
no one can make me feel this way,
so please dont ever go away..
recalled from 17th november.
i like this one. =)
etched at 10:31 PM
that you and i were meant to be.
your eyes were so gentle,
your smile so true,
when we were together, i just knew.
now the time has gone by
through laughter and tears,
these days i shall cherish for years upon years.
those memories we have shall never fade,
for those are the steps that we have made.
that was the past,
the future is near,
i anxiously wait for what will appear.
no matter what, you'll always be my dear,
everything will be wonderful as long as youre near.
check out the funkayy time. =D
etched at 4:31 AM